So, I believe that everything happens for a reason. People are born into this world and people leave this world on a day to day basis. I can't figure out for the life of me, why the person that loves me the most and knows the most about me, is so hard for me to attain. I know he loves me in an intimate and indescribable way, but I cannot seem to show him the same love back. A dear friend once told me, that you do not know love unless you know God. If God is love then why can't i figure out for the life of me how to love him like he loves me. Then there is the fact that I am human and I will never be able to love God like he loves me its impossible. It is funny how we can fall so easily "in love with someone," that we have only known for years of our lives. But we cannot fall madly in love with the God who created us and knit us together in our mother womb, imagine God loving us so much that he picked the parents we have and made us the way we are, gave us our unique personalities and he loves us no matter what he do, even if he turn our backs on him he still loves us. How many of us can honestly say that we love people no matter what they do, our love is conditional but God's love is unconditional. The thought that God' love is unconditional rocks my world, because it means no matter what you have done, God still loves you, no matter if you have turned you back on him he still loves you, no matter if you are a "so called bad person," God still loves you. God's love is amazing, I want to fall madly in love with him, because his love will never fail me, and he knows the desires of my heart. One other thought is how can we fall in love with a male/female when we have not fallen in love with God, there is something amazing, that I believe can happen and will happen when we let God fully captive us.

I am soooo excited to go to Ireland in March and I can't wait and I am wondering how things are going to be there? Has anyone ever been there before?

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